RJB: Star of David Design

Elaborate Star of David design by Rev. Jerry

I don’t recognize any advanced symbolism in this doodle, but it looks vaguely Kabbalistic.  The design on the bottom seems familiar though I can’t place it.

RJB: Purple Journal 6

Transcription:

March 2nd – 1999, 10:05 AM

Dear Blessed Virgin Mary,

All my authority is yours if you pick me up in your ship you showed me in New Port Richey years ago.  I got to keep for you a nice radio tape to tape and equalizer, 220 Swift, microscope kit, and books I wrote that nobody can understand.

Your loving husband.

<Special angel – brunette

Another child-like letter, written in print riddled with hearts and containing an itemized list of special items Rev. Jerry holds dear for his trip to Heaven to live with his wife; a microscope, a radio, a recorder, his secret diaries, and a bullet.

 

.220 Swift shell casing

“New Port Richey” is only about 40 minutes away from Pinellas Park.  This geographical reference supports my postulation that Pinellas County was Rev. Jerry’s home.  Since the Virgin Mary’s ship (a spaceship, I assume; though this is a coastal area; she could have been a pirate) appeared to Rev. Jerry “years ago” I wonder if the New Port Richey area was a previous address for him, a vacation, or mostly insignificant.

Pinellas Park & New Port Richey

Speaking of insignificance… this blog is dedicated to eliminating it.  There is no way to judge the importance of any factor in a diary entry by Rev. Jerry, so I try to examine them all.  I find the most amazing keys to understanding his world sometimes in the smallest of phrases.  And sometimes I just find beauty:

“Books I wrote that nobody can understand…”

The last line in this entry is written in blue pen, while the rest of the entry was in black. Is it recording a vision?

RJB: Purple Journal 6

Feb. 1st, 1999, 2:00 PM

Today I made a agreement with Blesssed Virgein Mother to have her for love and eliminate many others from sex with me.  In anywhere.

So Mary’s got our playboy tied down!  This entry is made in plain script, with hearts dotting every “i” and substituted for the “o” in “other”.  A very sweet and loving entry, though one has to wonder what “in anywhere” implies.

Aw, but "anywhere" was my favorite place to put it!

RJB: Purple Journal 5

Immortality achieved by p.5

Transcription:

Feb. 28th

Today, Precious gave me everlasting life after mill. in this body.

Not much to say about this… “Precious” is one of the Heavenly figures; whether it’s Mary, Jesus, or the big guy himself I couldn’t say.  “Mill.” might be “millennium”. I can’t stop thinking about the conundrum of everlasting life without everlasting youth; how you’d be trapped in your body even as it ages and decays.

Everlasting life = Everlasting yuck

RJB: Purple Journal 4

Sometimes Rev. Jerry’s entries are written in a stilted, stylized print rather than his natural shaky cursive.  These entries tend to feature a lot of symbols that don’t translate into Romanized type very well.  Page 4 of the Purple Journal is such an entry.

The first sexual entry in the Purple Journal

Transcription:

Feb-25-1998

Dearest Blessed Mother [Blessed Mother], I eat 1 leaf from the Tree of Life.  All done.  ❤ you.

Feb 25-1998, 3:03 PM

Eat 12 leaves from the Tree of Life. Own 12 tribes of Israel. Jesus owns little men. Billions of billions.

Sheriff -582-6200, 541-0759, PPPD – 5?1-0759

PPPD – 893-77*0, Scott – 323-2302, Shr BK – 511-7959, H – 516-15?9

🙂 U Blessed Mother. Miss you – Blessed Mother. Received sperm for Blessed Mother 25th Feb.-1998

This entry is childlike; i’s dotted with hearts; smiley faces; and he addresses the Virgin Mary with a focus on her motherhood role. With a sudden change in mood as elegant as the turn in the 9nth line of a sonnet, Rev. Jerry proudly proclaims his “receipt of sperm” for Mary. Oedipus Complex, anyone?

The list of phone numbers in the center of the page appear to be law enforcement offices. When Googled, I identified the number labelled “sheriff”  to be the number to the Pinellas County Sheriff’s Office.  “PPPD” is the Pinellas Park Police Department. Is it too much to assume that Rev. Jerry lived in Pinellas County in February of 1998 based on this page?

Pinellas Park, FL

Page 3 had two numbers and the nominative “BK Sherry”; one of the two numbers corresponds to the “Shr BK” number on this page.  Who is Sherry?  What does “BK” mean?  I will try to divine more references to Sherry, Scott, and H; hopefully I can define their relationships (if any) to the Reverend.

God's... flowchart?

The Tree of Life probably refers, based on Rev. Jerry’s affinity for using Hebrew characters, to the Kabbalah rather than any other mystic construct with the same name.  The Kabbalah’s Tree of Life is an incredibly rich symbolic creation, believed by some to be the map God used to make the universe.  It is composed of Sepharoth; each of which are spheres that consist of corresponding numbers, colors, scents, planets, states of being, and anything else you can think up.

I wonder if the numbers in this entry, first 1, then 12, have further significance to the Reverand…?  In my McNugget understanding of modern fringe-hippy Kabbalism, “12 around 1” forms the basis of reality.  The equation works thus:

12: 1 + 2 = 3, representing the 3rd dimension (space), and an image representing 12 cones surrounding 1 source makes 12 + 1 = 13; 13:  1 + 3 = 4, representing the 4th dimension of time.

So, “12 around 1” forms both space and time, or reality as we know it. This page becomes poetic again in the light of this information; the story of a man creating a new reality for himself.

RJB: Purple Journal 3

Page 3 of the Purple Journal feels much like the many scrap pages in my own journals; where I have jotted down a phone number and then absently doodled and written notes to myself as I listened to the phone ringing. It has what appear to be two phone numbers, “5?? 7?59 BK Sherry” and “546-?5?9 Home”.

Page 3 of The Purple Journal

Then there is a series of 7 upright Y-shaped figures, possibly representing cuneiform.  Below that row, the Y-shapes have fallen on their sides and, like umbrellas blown inside-out in the wind, have become arrows pointing to the underlined phrase “The Sons of King Anu wanted to go home also”.

An example of cuneiform counting marks

“King Anu” probably refers to the Sumerian Anu, a sky-god who, with his sister-consort, created the world.  This creation myth is sometimes linked to the original Hebrew version of the Genesis story.  Finding this mention of Anu has explicated a great deal of Rev. Jerry’s beliefs:  he has been heavily influenced by Zecharia Sitchin, the author of The Twelfth Planet and other texts that confuse historic and scientific information with religious beliefs to form a new cult belief system.

From Wikipedia.com:

Zecharia Sitchin (January 11, 1920 – October 9, 2010) was an Azeri-born American author of books promoting an explanation for human origins involving ancient astronauts. Sitchin attributes the creation of the ancient Sumerian culture to the Anunnaki, which he states was a race of extra-terrestrials from a planet beyond Neptune called Nibiru. He believed this hypothetical planet of Nibiru to be in an elongated, elliptical orbit in the Earth’s own Solar System, asserting that Sumerian mythology reflects this view.

I do not know much about Sitchin’s belief system, I am only familiar enough with its basics to recognize the similarities between it and Rev. Jerry’s obsession with space, gold, Hebrew, and cuneiform-like figures. I look forward to acquiring his books to help me understand Rev. Jerry more fully. I also hope to find someone in a 12th Planet community to help explain some of Rev. Jerry’s more cryptic references.

Zecharia Sitchin, author of "The Twelfth Planet"

I feel like this is a major breakthrough in my understanding of Rev. Jerry’s world!

RJB: Purple Journal 2

Feb 2C-9999

Dear Blessed Mother. This is the year we shall all be free? I wish for the trump this at 28th of Feb. 1999 or whatever year it is. Are we still deadlocked? {yes} I’m glad it keeps us real close. Boy does my back hurt.

And several other things- kidneys mostly left one. And I never suffered from any kidney failure till I met their weird asses. I’m glad they’ll be in a frozen atmosphere. And I’m tickled blue cause of it.

I just can’t wait till the 28 of Feb 1999 or what ever year it is. Remember the news paper? 3 days missing? What a jyp. Will Harry Bubbers Clock radio just came on at 12:00 AM. Well my dear.

(eye) Lo(heart)ve you HOTc-D

Signature of Reverend Jerry Brown, transcribed as "HOTc-D"

RJB: Purple Journal 1

Feb 25-98

Dear Blessed Mother. How is our figure < lock? I’m so sorry it takes so much from you and I promise when I get picked up {us} I will only mate your golden vessell {vessul} 3 times a wk unless you require more? You can have complete athority over me. But still would love to smoke in hallways 4 be 4 1/2 star general with weapon to be water man at your hours.  22 hornet or 220 swift or 270 roger or 444 mag or AK-18 or 22 army weapon even a pea shooter would do. Your discretion.

I do trust all in Holy City. But you never can tell. I did get a dirty rap in Holy City in began. The little ones saw what happened to me and I shall never even touch a Blue Angel ever again. And I mean it. Rocker chairs are for old folk. And Whistler’s Mother.

Will you deside.  Right now my back hurts with excrusiating pain cause of Windell Caskskulls. The beat me badly and if Catt doesn’t store her now he can kiss my ass in front of all in the Holy City. I hate his guts and bitches that cum like dogs in heat. I learned fast. Sorry it took so long.

HOTc-D

(eye) (heart) YU me

RJB: The Purple Journal

I’m beginning the transcriptions of RJB’s actual journals, starting with the first large spiral-bound notebook. This notebook has a translucent purple cover and will be referred to and tagged as the “Purple Journal”.

Rev. Jerry Brown's Purple Journal

The Purple Journal ranges from February 1998 to December 1999. It is explicit in content and passionate in tone. Though the first section is written in black ink, the bulk is penned with blue. RJB’s handwriting is strong, a mostly legible cursive scrawl whose consistency varies little, sometimes becoming looser at the bottom of the page (my handwriting does this too, does yours?).

The actual first page in the Purple Journal.

Most of the journal is generally boring to look at, being just writing. I will not, therefore, be scanning every page. However, throughout the journal he uses a few small symbols and coded words or phrases. I will endeavor to preserve some of these, as well as whatever sections of the entries I find most charming or most difficult to transcribe.

Speaking of transcription: I will preserve the unique spelling, capitalization, and punctuation only when it is valid to maintain the tone of the writing. In all other cases I will make corrections for readability. Anyone who would like to compare source material to my transcription (should such a person exist) can comment and request a scan of the page.

RJB: What about ladys?

Transcript (dedication at bottom): “To My Golden Wildwood Flower 10/12/1995 [symbols: like “hotc 2zoo”] 10:15″

Symbols reminiscent of sperm and fallopian tubes fly out of a glowing flower.

Transcript (clockwise, from top left): “98% Fertail / 97% Fertail For 52 yrs old  So Different kind of sperm seeds of men What about LAdys? [symbols, like “Yeh”] ONO-A-STAKE”

Cryptic notes on the back of the above page, probably unrelated.

Transcript: “Where the hell do you get off having the guts to say it to me God is no Fool? Who the hell are You? Scratch one for the worms on t.v. Set 8hrs. And yes”